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我对自己的十点要求

2009-09-23T00:02:00.000-07:00

这一年来过的很颓废，真的很虚无。时间匆匆，转眼间2009年就这样要过去了，自己在

这年也成年了。但我一直觉得我没有长大，我真的不想离开爸妈的怀抱。有时会问自己：“没有了

爸妈我会怎样？” 不知道，我自己真的不知道。为了让我活得更有意义，我决定在未来的五年中

完成十件事。

1.近期，也就是在一个月后，我一定要把 OLEVEL 考好。至少尽自己最大努力。

2.要拿到奖学金，去英国念大学。

3.学会第三种语言，目前想学法语。

4.每个月要读一本书，英文的华文的都好，而且要做笔记。。。

5.要读SHAKESPEAR 的剧本，真正的学习英文这个语言，以及这个语言背后的文化。

6.当然，最为中国人，我们的文化我绝不会抛弃的。我要好好的把四大名著读了，还要读史记，论语，。。。等等典籍，从中真正的学会为人处事，忠孝礼义。做一个有修养的人。

7.我要可以自己养活自己，好好的孝顺父母，让父母幸福。

8.我要学会一种乐器，哪怕是口琴也好，至少我要能欣赏音乐的美。而且要对音乐史有一定了解。

9.我要培养起一种爱好，让自己的人生充实一些。

10.我要与人为善，尽自己可能的去帮助那些需要帮助的人。尽量去做到“爱人”。

我会尽自己所能去实现自己的目标的，加油！

给高考的人的祝福

2009-06-06T21:17:00.000-07:00

今天是高考的第一天。。我若没有选择来新加坡我也应该是现

在坐在考场里考生吧。。。可我现在正坐在 STARBUCKS 里和

朋友们做着课题研究，但十月份我应该就会成为坐在考场中考

试的一名吧。但我中国的同学们应该已经在大学中度过了半

年。大学的生活应该很幸福，但那时我应该是在痛苦之中吧。

昨晚给哥哥发了条短信祝福他考好些，今天他考试我也没有勇

气去打扰他，只能在心里默默的为他祈祷。

与很多中学同学失去了联系，不能直接祝他们好运了，在这里

祝他们可以考出好成绩。加油加油！

也许吧？

2009-05-13T02:32:00.000-07:00

很久没有更新了，太懒了。。。而且中四的日子也不太好过。但自己却过得很颓，盲无目的的碌碌过了五个多月。尤其进入第二学段以来更是不知所措，面对不断退步的华文还有没有太大起色的英文我迷茫了。不由得问自己我在干些什么？每每计划的充实的周末都在我的慵懒之中成为幻影，每每周日晚上开始质问自己为何要浪费时间并下定决心要痛改前非重新做人；但总是那样堕落下去。
如今我的脑子好像只是用来记忆但却失去了思考的功能，看着听着的都是别人的思想但却没有自己的一点主张。自己真的很颓，心也真的很乱---

my pityful holiday!!

2008-11-07T14:48:00.002-08:00

what? cant touch computer for one month just because my computer -game-addicted cousin, isnt it a horrible thing to me? holiday is just 1 week away and computer is only 2 meters away from my bed, however i dont even have a chance to touch it. everything becomes so boring when u cant surf the internet, chat on MSN, and of course blogging, to make myself feel satisfied, i wake up at 6 o'clock on a Sat morning---my usual time is 11 sth. i think my cousin is too crazy about computer games, he plays for at least 9 hrs a day, sometimes up to 14hrs. his red eyes and tired body can exactly prove that he is too addicted. sometimes, when we (other family memebers) want to use the pc for while just for printing some stuff or checking an e-mail.he would start argueing with us or even fight with us,(he is a very aggressive person, anyway), in the end we just avoid haviny any conflicts with him by stopping guiding him. nowdays, he even dont eat any meals when have a war on the computer. anyway, now, im having the time to use the computer and watch some Japanese drama, i must enjoy myself and treature the time....time is flying away...

a day of reflection

2008-10-21T08:55:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder what do i live for? for the excellent results? for my dreams? or for my parents? today after a day of reflection i think Iver known that i live for all the goodness and my feelings.
in this fast-paced world, i think i rarely open my real self to anyone including my parents, and i seldom use my heart to feel...it's a very terrible thing, though. however, after listening to so many touching stories, i decided to change my way of living. i am going to use my heart, my mind, my soul to feel the world, the people, and the galaxy. "o" level is only one year away, next year at this time, I'm going to be the one taking the papers, i am going to be the one preparing to leave my dear school, my lovely classmates. maybe, i shouldn't be so pessimistic, so narrow looking, but i really don't want to leave. i did enjoy the moments when i was in the embraces of my classmates, i could only remember the happiness we shared in this meaningful 2008. i love them all.<3

haha... freedom has come...

2008-10-07T19:47:00.000-07:00

wow...eventually, i finished my "dearest" examinations.. thank god first for blessing me through this hard period, and granting me strength and wisdom!, with freedom at the door, i will start enjoying my life by watching korean dramas... maybe it's a way of spending time during the boredome.
however, i think i do need to read some meaningful books and fill my brain with some more knowledge. and of course take one or two part time jobs to earn some pocket money as to buy presents for my friends in china. this can be the most exhilarating thing in the world ...going back home and show out a bit.....haha
but, i am afraid my life in china would be hard, since my father will never allow me to watch TV more than 3hrs, and to wake up at 11am ...therefore, sleep early and wake up early will be the golden rule for me. sympathy me pls...
jiayou for my holidays, god bless all of you!

exam is going to end!!!!

2008-10-01T20:51:00.000-07:00

6 days to go!!! our end of year exam is going to end, and my new, enjoyable life will come... today, i just finished my physics exam and i have to memorize the intolerable ss,,, my brain will ...nvm. anyway it is quite exicting during the exam period, every moring when i step into my classroom i can feel the stress and at the same time , the exictement. we greet each other with cheers, jiayous, and good lucks. also, before the start of each paper, we high-five with each other and shake hands to gain strength.
every day, before i walk out of my room, i must take a pocket of sweets to keep myself awake, and be energetic. after 9 papers(total is 13), i feel im more confident and relaxed, jiayou for myself, and also all my dearest classmates.

olympics rocks

2008-08-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

i have longed for this for years, and a dream of 1.3 billion people ultimately comes to reality. sometimes i wonder why the world is so unfair, why do we have go to school during olympics period??? and also why all they teachers are lack of humanity and sympathy, and they have to squeeze all the tests in week9 which is the last week of olympics. i have to pity myself that i only have the opportunity to watch the opening and closing ceremony which i believe there is nothing in the world can match with. yes, maybe i become slightly biased towards my beloved country, but i do believe there is nobody in the world does not apprieciate and compliment this wonderful extravaganza.

i know recently some rumours are risen against this spectacular opening ceremony, some critcisms are voiced out by some western medium about the girl who sang the song, about integrity, but sometimes when we talk about something like olympics opening ceremony, we should not demand too much, should not expect it to be perfect. numerous workers, artistes and residents have sacrificed their time, passion , energy for this world class event, they have put their best and showed the world their best. thanks them all, jiayou.

oh the stupid tests...

2008-07-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

finally...finally i've finished my physics tests,, work, energy, power, whatever useless things in my real life.. although they are extremely useful for some geniuses...the test is in my capacity, although i am very confused about" doing work against friction" what a hell is that???i thought about this question for the whole bus trip, however, i didnt get the answer, but became more n more puzzled, i know i am not so intelligent..after some time, be more exact, on the way to the hall for the dull assembling, i got inspiration. oh yeah. anyway i must study hard..

my school st nick's <3

2008-07-26T06:24:00.000-07:00

haha, my school is like a small garden with all the beautiful
sceneries.... i love it. i do hope PRIME would never be carried out... at least my school looks good although it is not brand new, it is filled with love....

our work!!!

2008-07-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

its very nice right? i think ours is very innovative but the judges just did not appreciate it,,, so sad. thx all the classmates for writing the good wishes cards... i love u all, i <3>

all the competitors

2008-07-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

from left to right, front row, liu zhu, si xian, second row, me, yvonne. very nice right?

singapore garden festival

2008-07-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

oh my god, it is strinkingly beautiful, colossal types of orchids from all around the world gathered in SUNTEC CITY, isnt it wonderful... i actually felt i am like some characters in some fairy tales....lame....my friend YVONNE n me took part in the 6th Floral arts compeitition. it is very exhilarating. however,,, we only had one day to prepare and work out our design... very pityful. the theme of our work is "Singapore --future garden city", our inspiration came from our dearest classmates, thx them a lot for supporting us and wrote the good wishes, love u <3>

unfortunately... we did not win any prizes, blame the short preparing time. however, we did entertain ourselves and had a good time. most importantly, we took many nice photoes. it's worthful to take part in the competition.

2008-07-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

haha finally i have finished study my chinese literature which is very incorrigible, i dont appreciate the 5 thousand year history anymore, since it created more torture. though it is tough, i am still proud our our culture. xixi. i am going to sleep. it is too difficult for me to change the skin, and i can only make it worse, so i am not going to change it anymore... too laborous, simplity is also arresting! jia you for my tmr''''s test. emancipation becomes nearer.

2008-07-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

i love winne the pooh, so cute

my first day

2008-07-20T08:04:00.000-07:00

haha... we went to a self-service restaurant, the food there is so delicious. And of cos, i ate a lot... especially deserts, my favourate, black forest cake, mango mooth, hehe.. i will become fat. so anxious. this is my first blog, and i m going to make it a innovative blog. xixi.... i love my blog. self-conscious. nvm. i am going to sleep, its too late. and next week i have 4 tests, incorrigible,
jiao you for me. love u all