这一年来过的很颓废，真的很虚无。时间匆匆，转眼间2009年就这样要过去了，自己在

这年也成年了。但我一直觉得我没有长大，我真的不想离开爸妈的怀抱。有时会问自己：“没有了

爸妈我会怎样？” 不知道，我自己真的不知道。为了让我活得更有意义，我决定在未来的五年中

完成十件事。

1.近期，也就是在一个月后， 我一定要把 OLEVEL 考好。至少尽自己最大努力。

2.要拿到奖学金，去英国念大学。

3.学会第三种语言，目前想学法语。

4.每个月要读一本书，英文的华文的都好，而且要做笔记。。。

5.要读SHAKESPEAR 的剧本，真正的学习英文这个语言，以及这个语言背后的文化。

6.当然，最为中国人，我们的文化我绝不会抛弃的。我要好好的把四大名著读了，还要读史记，论语，。。。等等典籍，从中真正的学会为人处事，忠孝礼义。做一个有修养的人。

7.我要可以自己养活自己，好好的孝顺父母，让父母幸福。

8.我要学会一种乐器，哪怕是口琴也好，至少我要能欣赏音乐的美。而且要对音乐史有一定了解。

9.我要培养起一种爱好，让自己的人生充实一些。

10.我要与人为善，尽自己可能的去帮助那些需要帮助的人。尽量去做到“爱人”。

我会尽自己所能去实现自己的目标的，加油！

今天是高考的第一天。。我若没有选择来新加坡我也应该是现

在坐在考场里考生吧。。。可我现在正坐在 STARBUCKS 里和

朋友们做着课题研究，但十月份我应该就会成为坐在考场中考

试的一名吧。但我中国的同学们应该已经在大学中度过了半

年。大学的生活应该很幸福，但那时我应该是在痛苦之中吧。

昨晚给哥哥发了条短信祝福他考好些，今天他考试我也没有勇

气去打扰他，只能在心里默默的为他祈祷。

与很多中学同学失去了联系，不能直接祝他们好运了，在这里

祝他们可以考出好成绩。加油加油！

很久没有更新了， 太懒了。。。而且中四的日子也不太好过。 但自己却过得很颓， 盲无目的的碌碌过了五个多月。 尤其进入第二学段以来更是不知所措， 面对不断退步的华文还有没有太大起色的英文我迷茫了。不由得问自己我在干些什么？每每计划的充实的周末都在我的慵懒之中成为幻影， 每每周日晚上开始质问自己为何要浪费时间并下定决心要痛改前非重新做人；但总是那样堕落下去。
如今我的脑子好像只是用来记忆但却失去了思考的功能， 看着听着的都是别人的思想但却没有自己的一点主张。 自己真的很颓， 心也真的很乱---

what? cant touch computer for one month just because my computer -game-addicted cousin, isnt it a horrible thing to me? holiday is just 1 week away and computer is only 2 meters away from my bed, however i dont even have a chance to touch it. everything becomes so boring when u cant surf the internet, chat on MSN, and of course blogging, to make myself feel satisfied, i wake up at 6 o'clock on a Sat morning---my usual time is 11 sth. i think my cousin is too crazy about computer games, he plays for at least 9 hrs a day, sometimes up to 14hrs. his red eyes and tired body can exactly prove that he is too addicted. sometimes, when we (other family memebers) want to use the pc for while just for printing some stuff or checking an e-mail.he would start argueing with us or even fight with us,(he is a very aggressive person, anyway), in the end we just avoid haviny any conflicts with him by stopping guiding him. nowdays, he even dont eat any meals when have a war on the computer. anyway, now, im having the time to use the computer and watch some Japanese drama, i must enjoy myself and treature the time....time is flying away...

wow...eventually, i finished my "dearest" examinations.. thank god first for blessing me through this hard period, and granting me strength and wisdom!, with freedom at the door, i will start enjoying my life by watching korean dramas... maybe it's a way of spending time during the boredome.
however, i think i do need to read some meaningful books and fill my brain with some more knowledge. and of course take one or two part time jobs to earn some pocket money as to buy presents for my friends in china. this can be the most exhilarating thing in the world ...going back home and show out a bit.....haha
but, i am afraid my life in china would be hard, since my father will never allow me to watch TV more than 3hrs, and to wake up at 11am ...therefore, sleep early and wake up early will be the golden rule for me. sympathy me pls...
jiayou for my holidays, god bless all of you!

6 days to go!!! our end of year exam is going to end, and my new, enjoyable life will come... today, i just finished my physics exam and i have to memorize the intolerable ss,,, my brain will ...nvm. anyway it is quite exicting during the exam period, every moring when i step into my classroom i can feel the stress and at the same time , the exictement. we greet each other with cheers, jiayous, and good lucks. also, before the start of each paper, we high-five with each other and shake hands to gain strength.
every day, before i walk out of my room, i must take a pocket of sweets to keep myself awake, and be energetic. after 9 papers(total is 13), i feel im more confident and relaxed, jiayou for myself, and also all my dearest classmates.

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